The Gatekeeper

No nonsense.

Name(s): Red, Grey, Void, Forlorn, Blain
Pronouns: He/him
Role(s): Gatekeeper, Protector
Species: Demonic beast
Age: 18–20 years old
Likes: Rock music, foggy and rainy weather
Location: Cabin, Wilderness
Emoji(s): 🩸 | 💢 | 📢

Items

Favorite Music

I enjoy listening to rock when I’m pissed and sometimes I listen to indies when I feel calm.

Playlist

Set It Off - Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing
Steve Aoki - KULT
Fox Stevenson - Victory Over Truth
Muse - Won’t Stand Down
Too Close To Touch - Complain (COFRESI Remix)
Trevor Daniel - Karma
Myles Smith - My Home

Favorite albums

AJR - OK ORCHESTRA
Sleep Token - ?

About

I have many names, but I go by Blain nowadays (pronounced as how you’d say “brain” but replace the ‘R’ with an ‘L’). My first name was Red/Red Eyes in 2006. In 2014, I was called Grey. Then in 2018 my name became Void, Forlorn, and finally, Blain.

I am a gatekeeper, protector, and an ex-aggressor. I used to cause a lot of havoc by self-sabotaging. But at some point I realized that I couldn’t keep doing what I did. I also became a gatekeeper. I can manage the parts during crises when the Fighter is unreachable.

For about how I look, my skin is pale, grey-ish. I identify as a demonic beast. I have red eyes and sharp claws. I wear all black, ragged clothes.

I’m aged 18–20 years old. I first stepped in during 2006 and I’ve been here ever since.

Inner World: Cabin

I live in a cabin in the middle of the foggy forest. I like to sprint between pine trees and search for wooden targets and throw fake knives at it. I also like gazing at the moon.

Inner World: Parts

Manager

We have clashing values. We resolve it by agreeing to disagree.

Fighter

They’re a champ. They get me more than anyone else here. We’ve been through thick and thin together. We look out for each other.

In 2022, they listened to me instead of judging me. It lowered my guard, but it made me realize that they’re safe. I can trust them. I remember they were struggling so much that something in me snapped. I had to protect them. I had to.

Writer

I used to fight with the Writer a lot in 2018–2020. I wanted to get off this planet and the way to do that was for me to get to the Fighter and end them for good. But the Writer kept protecting them. She said that there’s still hope. I didn’t buy into it at first. But after a while, I somehow did.