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Therapy and Hobby Cycles

Got appointment with a professional locked in!! Fucking finally!!! RAHHHHH!!! It’ll hopefully be in July, which is quite a while from now... in the meantime I’ll try my best to stay afloat mentally. Lately I’ve been cycling thru my hobbies. I went back into learning Japanese again. Last time I did that was ages ago. Still rusty as fuck, but it has been fun playing Minecraft in JP. Then I’d hop to coding, then hop to gaming, then hop to writing, then hop to dancing, then hop to playing an otamatone, then... you get the picture... the only thing that I haven’t really done much is... drawing. I don’t know... I guess I’m scared of what I’ll draw. It has been nothing but vent art lately... and it isn’t something I’m willing to share yet. Even if I do, I probably gotta put a shit load of trigger warnings, gaussian blur it to death, and put it behind ten hidden links... IT SOUNDS CRAZY EXCESSIVE BUT THE STUFF I SEE IN MY FOLDERS LATELY HAS BEEN REALLY HEAVY LMAO. Hmmm... I guess we’ll see.